I've loved the Knicks since I was a kid. They were terrible when I started watching them and I watched them run to the MJ buzzsaw. I faithfully watched a decade of ball when I tuned in just to see how much we would lose by. I knew we didn't have a chance but I watched anyway.
I stayed away from this forum for quite a while, especially after our pre-season. After all it was pre-season and once the season started those BS ESPN 37 win articles would be meaningless.
Now we're 3-9!!! Yes, I know we have a lot of season left but I my blinders are off. In my heart I know this team does not have a chance at winning it all and I can't take it anymore. I love the game. I've played the game! I can't do it to myself anymore.
I'm a Giants fan. They put up crap seasons but my loyalty has been rewarded. When everyone said we had no shot we won it all. I've enjoyed 4 championships thanks to the boys in blue. When I was a kid the Yankees were crap. I went to the stadium, watched them lose year after year and always had hope that they could win it all one day. They did! I've seen 5 trophies held up high!!!! The Knicks.... I've seen them come close but no cigar. 2 finals losses and nothing has come close to the excitement of those years other than a stretch of Linsanity games.
I wish it were as easy as choosing another team and enjoying the winning but it's not that easy. I've bled blue and orange for over 2 decades and I would be lying to myself if I chose to jump ship to a team that was on the right path. I can't take the stupid moves and the product I see on the court. I told a friend at work that if the Knicks traded Shumpert that it would be the end for me. Shump may be traded than again he may not. Either way I think I'm DONE!!
Sports is supposed to be enjoyable. Being a Knicks fan borders on sadomasochism. I love them but I don't think I can do it any longer. Makes me think back to my GF in college. I knew she was no good but I thought if I hung in there things would change. She promised that she would change because she loved me. She didn't change and she didn't love me. The Knicks won't change and they don't love me so what's the difference?
Its hard to stay away from something or someone you love but than again I think I'm DONE!