Fire, ask those around you that if say less stupid things a day after making a fool of yourself, ask them if they are happy with the improvement.
Nobody would say: "No, your not eloquent and construct proper thoughts as say other people we know!".
I think move in the right direction would be welcome.
Scenario no. 2. Ever been on crutches? Dr says its gonna be a few months before your well enough to play basketball again. A week later your off crutches and pain is subsiding. Some says "hey, you must be glad to be off those things and pain subsiding as well!". Or do you say "Naw, Im bipolar and if im not 100% then Im nothing!!"
The simple fact is your posts often moronic and given your "high standards" you seem to boast about frequently and might want to look in the mirror. If you don't care about what others think of you that's fine. But spewing nonsense is not really adding to any conversation.